September 2016 is the toughest month in my life. Everything starts in early September, which is my lovely father was pass away on 6th September 2016. I do not expect all of this will be happen on this moments but I know it will be happening soon. This is the petty surprise to me and my Mama. At the same time, my moods are totally down for the whole days in September until these days. Now, everything is like new life to me without my lovely dad – since I'm the only child in my family, I not get married yet, and I stay with my Mama but we're feeling so lonely without my dad. Everything was change and its effect our life. 

Almost 2 months, I take a time to accept these moments. Since the end of August until 10th September 2016, I do not post or update any topic on my blog. Just I was updating a few pictures in my Instagram only in these moments. Then, I decide to active back what do I love to do in my life, which is blogging. Even my dad and mama always support me to be a blogger so why not I'm back again. 

Time to time… Slowly I try my best to continue strong, positives and move on after the great test in my life. People will say them understanding my feelings, but they don't. They can say whatever they want, but they don't sit in my shoes. Nowadays, I'm moving on with my new life. Totally is new life to me. Step by step, I try to work with this new life. I recognize I'm strong to face all these tests but all about time. Maybe I should start over with the works o love to do in my life.